Monday, December 17, 2012

Week of December 17, 2012: Incorrect Scaffolding of Human Time

Oh hello everyone. We got transfer calls! I am staying here in Ruse and working with Sister Tate, whose last transfer it is! (How could that sentence have been worded more correctly?) Anyway. I'm excited to stay in Ruse, the "Windy Apple," or more correctly, "The Hottest and the Coldest," (weather-wise) and I haven't quite gotten ready to disattach from the people here, nor the . . . people. It's all about the people, really. I'm also really glad for Sister Walch and will miss her a lot. She's cool. If she's reading this in two years for some reason, hi
 
Okay. This week continued the trend of ridiculously accelerating fastness for no reason. Partly because we had a zone conference in Varna on Friday, and also a Christmas Super Party on Saturday that took A MILLION YEARS to prepare. I'm sorry to continue to say the same dumb missionary letter things ("This week just FLEW by!!" "I love THE people!" "What a GREAT week!") but sadly they are all necessary and true missionary things. And also, let me tell you something. Missions are AWESOME because they help you see through the blurry, incorrect scaffolding of human time. You start in the MTC and you feel like you are going to be there until you die, and that every minute is like a year of boring. Then you get through it and start liking it and building things with your mashed potatoes. Then you have your first transfer and it feels like three lifetimes full of slavery and joy and morbidity and magic. Then the next one goes faster and you find yourself actually feeling in control of things. I don't know. I guess I'm saying that on my mission I've learned some things about eternal priorities. Because a mission really is like a mini-life and teaches you a lesson about lifesize-life. (Remember the movie "Life Size"? Why didn't it win an Oscar????) One, that we're really on the earth for a ridiculously short amount of time. Two, that sometimes it will seem long - but that's because we're learning and growing the most. And three, the further along and more joyful it gets, the faster it goes. Time just becomes this filter through which you glimpse God. Okay, term paper over.
 
Here are some things I did this week:
 
1) Sneaked around in an icy night putting up posters for our English class, feeling like some kind of viligante or French Resistance dude. Even though it's LEGAL.
 
2) Did a photo shoot with Sister Walch in front of the broken green railway car that's in front of our church for some reason, wearing our magical thrifted Christmas sweaters and holding a tiny elha (Christmas tree!). I will send them posthaste.
 
3) Watched "Anastasia," argued about its merits as a documentation showcasing Eastern Europe. I'm on the "It Doesn't Have Any of Those Merits" side.
 
4) Contacted for our new English classes ("Excuse me, are you interested in learning English? I speak English!! Come back!!! Rihanna speaks English!!!! Don't you like her??" etc.) 
 
5) Met a cool new guy named Deyan who wants to learn! And then a snowstorm happened. 
 
6) Perfected the use of the "over the nose and mouth" baba face scarf thing for snowstorms.
 
7) Bought a Santa suit from a store full of Chinese knicknacks.
 
8) Went to a crazy store called "Jumbo" and bought tiny metal (not "mental," as I first typed) Christmas trees. For the setting of our Christmas dinner party tables.
 
9) Watched the First Prezidancy (dancy! like they like to dance! hee hee) Christmas Message about 30 times with various investigators. It's funny how all these things I never knew about as a normal, slightly-lazy member of the Church are suddenly so crucial to my life, like things like devotionals and the Mormon Tabernacle Choir and Conference!!!! Being translated into Bulgarian!! We went over to our investigator Rumi's house (have I talked about her? she's the adopted "aunt" of Sevda, can't really see or walk very well, but sharp as an icicle and speaks French and some English and lived in Libya for like 10 years) and watched it with her and her husband, Kolyo, who mostly is against the Church. It was very tender. If you haven't watched that Devotional, go ahead and do it sometime. It's pretty good. Rumi struggles to admit or voice her faith, or even to have any (she was an atheist during all of communism and made fun of people who believed in God), but when President Monson speaks she ALWAYS cries. It's cute and tender. The Spirit was very strong and helpful, like a good messenger from God should be. And her husband even softened up a little and we sang Christmax carols with the ol' guitar.
 
10) Zone confrince!! Fun! Christmas!!! Got two packages (from GG and Mom - thank you guys!!! so needed and grateful!!)!! And learned the True Meaning of Christmas. I can't tell you what it is, though.
 
11) CRAZY CHRISTMAS PARTY TIME. If you thought that chaos and Relief Society meltdowns and party disorganization was limited to your home ward, think again! The Church truly is everywhere, and it really felt just like being at home and trying to organize a party and everyone flipping out. But it turned out awesome. We had like 40 people, Dyado Koleda showed up and passed out oranges, we sang Christmas songs with my guitar and there were some meatballs. 
 
12) And then about 10 people at Church, because it rained and got ridiculously icy everywhere. But it was a great Sunday.
 
Anyway. I also have recommitted myself to leaving behind the World (and all that that implies) and giving myself up to the love and charity of the Savior. It's the happiest way I've ever lived, and I recommend it. It makes things like dieting and clothes and jealously and insecurities and stress and jaw clicking seem very momentary and not a big deal, even funny.
 
I love you guys. Read the Book of Mormon, every day, if you can. It will be the best thing you've ever done. I'll send pictures next week.
 
Love,
Sister Campbell

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